Nothing. She drank to think about nothing. Yet there was so much on her mind. Like the sound of frogs and how they sang through the night. Are they happy it rain or enjoy bothering me?
Or the way the green apple soared through my veins. Does it always feel this good or am I just happy to let go of every feeling?
Feelings…I thought those were gone but they have a way creeping back to my cranium. Every neuron spark and every loss memory was found..excuse me little Mexico has to take a shot…
That was nasty, like tasting medical alcohol. I wonder if that’s what people in rehab drink when they’re suppose to be sober?
Rehab. A medical center for the abusers. Do we really learn to have self control. Or do we just act that way so people can leave us alone?
You start off as friends; just two people getting to know each other. Small text messages take up your whole day, and laughter warms up your soul again. He buys you dinner, takes you out on dates, and reminds you how important you are. Although you take notice of your flaws, he turns them into beauty. He laughs at the dumb things you say and you can’t help but to blush. Your hand slightly touches his on accident and you can’t help but to wonder what it is like to feel wanted again.
Feelings are revealed.
And now you ask yourself: what if things go wrong? What if it doesn’t last? Why does he want me? Why….me?
To you he’s your best friend. The one you can go to and tell everything to without feeling judged. No matter what he’s the one who will agree with you because he doesn’t want you mad at him, but he’ll tell you when you’re wrong. He’s the one you want to laugh with and joke around with. He’s the one you would consider as a girlfriend and talk about anything, no matter how weird it is. He’s someone you’ve grown to love so much you don’t know what life would be like without him. You don’t want to be with him, but he’s the one you want to just be there in your life because he makes you happy!
But to him you’re the girl he wants. You’re perfect and he would do anything to have you, to be with you…